i’m depressed right now

Sometimes i just wish i didn’t have to be strong …and say i’m fine…sometimes i just wish someone would look me in the eyes and tell me that it’s OK not to be strong all the time.

When i’m fighting to hold back tears but i just wanna cry,but sometimes you just have to hold back tears,pretend to be OK and just keep getting up everyday like nothings wrong even though deep down your just longing to tell someone about your feelings.I wish i was a little girl again so when i am upset i could get away with crying in my mums arms and not be told i’m a baby.

You only know half my story….

I may smile but you never notice the pain in my eyes….

I may talk to be polite but you don’t hear me mentally whispering for help…

I may look ok because i get up everyday but deep down i just don’t wanna be here…

You may sometimes see my tears but u never know why…

You don’t understand unless u know my past…

As tears stroll down my face i just wanna die…


emotionally numb

when ur hurting so much u can no longer feel anything.

i am ready to leave this place

forget about everyone i know

pack up and dissappear

i am tired of the memories

that linger around every corner

or the meaningless routine

that is draining my soul away

i am ready to go

no goodbyes or explanations

i am ready

to start over.

dying inside

sometimes im in so much pain,i forget how to breathe.i cant even cry.all i can do is feel the knife of the flashbacks being pushed into my chest over and over again.


The symptoms of depression include the majority of the following signs, experienced nearly every day over the course of two or more weeks:

a persistent feeling of loneliness or sadness

lack of energy

feelings of hopelessness

difficulties with sleeping (too much or too little)

difficulties with eating (too much or too little)

difficulties with concentration or attention

total loss of interest in enjoyable activities or socializing

feelings of guilt and worthlessness

and/or thoughts of death or suicide.

 I have these symptons so do I have depression????


I can’t believe i let my self believe in these unfaithful dreams

this will be the last you hear from me,
there is only illusion
to forever drift
gone with the wind
troubled, silent


i’m trapped inside a tower

ive been locked and lost the key

now the darkness that creeps in at night

is my only company

no one tries to save me here

since they cant hear my cries

i pass my days in solitude

watch the world move on outside

this tower isnt very grand

its really not that tall

but still i cant escape it

i cant break free at all

you cant see this tower

just believe its there instead

because my tower isnt made of stone

its all inside my head


i come running

at your smallest call

but if i need you

you didn’t come at all

i forfeit sleep to

make sure you’re okay

but you won’t make time

for me any day

we talk when you want

then i’m ignored

i’m left wondering

if you just got bored

you push me away

knowing i’ll reappear

but one of these days

i won’t be here…

Music can heal…

I listen to a song called Two of Us by Louis Tomlinson when i miss my sister.

[Verse 1]
It’s been a minute since I called you
Just to hear the answerphone
Yeah, I know that you won’t get this
But I’ll leave a message so I’m not alone
This morning I woke up still dreaming
With memories playing through my head
You’ll never know how much I miss you
The day that they took you, I wish it was me instead

But you once told me, “Don’t give up
You can do it day by day”

And diamonds, they don’t turn to dust or fade away

So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

[Verse 2]
I could feel your blood run through me
You’re written in my DNA
Looking back in every mirror
I know you’ll be waiting, I’ll see you again

But you once told me, “Don’t give up
You can do it day by day”

And diamonds, they don’t turn to dust or fade away (Fade away)

So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

I promised you I’d do this
So all of this is all for you

Oh, I swear to God you’re living
Through everything I’ll ever do

So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

One life for the two of us
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

We’ll end just like we started
Just you and me and no one else
I will hold you where my heart is
One life for the two of us

letter to you

“this letter is to you.the you that’s had a rough week.the you that seems to be under constant storm clouds.the you that feels invisible.the you that doesn’t know how much longer you can hold on.the you that has lost faith.the you that blames yourself for everything that goes wrong.to you.

you are incredible.you make this world a little bit more wonderful.you have so much potential and so many things left to do.you have time.better things are coming your way so please hang in there.you can do it”

dark depression

lost in dark depression

not knowing where to turn

i opened the windows to my soul

to see what i could learn

i swept up all depression

scrubbed the sadness and the hurt

i put it all in trash bags

and set them by the curb

i found stashed in a corner

a treasure chest of knowledge

that i could love myself

and wherever my future takes me

i know that i will win

because i opened the windows to my soul

and let the light shine in

shattered dreams

i walk on

microscopic pieces

of shattered dreams

i breath in doubt and feel it

consume me

pain burns a hole

straight through my cherst

and i can’t help but think

it would be for the best

all the while i’m listening

i hear the screams

“you’re not good enough”

they define me

My blizzards and storms

i do not mean to scare you

but there’s winter in my bones

and when life becomes to heavy

you can hear my glaciers groan

sometimes i don’t go out

because my heart has been snowed in

and it doesn’t take too much

for avalanches to begin

but do not get me wrong

there’s beauty in the endless white

the ice along my lashes

helps reflect back all the light

and it’s easy to find magic

skating on the frozen lakes

or in sticking out your tongue

to catch the softly falling flakes

the forest floor is freezing

but the trees are wearing coats

and ive seen the whistling winds

wearing a scarf around its throat

so do not waste your worry

on all my blizzards and my storms

i’ve got my internal flame

that always keeps me nice and warm

Depression kills u

“Dear me,

I am sorry,

I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others when your own hands were shaking.I’m sorry that i didn’t give you enough time to heal,that i let you seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own were still bleeding.I’m sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you.I’m sorry that you gave all your time and effort to people who didn’t give the same back.I’m sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why.And i’m so sorry that i did not love you,like you deserved to be loved.”

Letter to myself.

Start of something new….!

And then it happens….

One day you wake up and you’re

In this place.You’re in this place

Where everything feels right.

You’re heart is calm.You’re soul is

Lit.Your thoughts are positive.

Your visions are clear.You’re at

Peace,at peace with what

You’ve been,at peace with what

You’ve been through and at peace

With where you’re headed.

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if only u stayed…..!

Everyone thinks i’m strong,

But tears were falling from my eyes

on the day u left me and said goodbye

now i know my feelings

i should no longer hide

i love you and i want you to

stay by my side

you know without you i’m weak

because you’re the only strenght that i seek

that i seek

so please…don’t go,i’m being so bold

just by saying i need your hand to hold

don’t leave me like this

so broken,so torn,so cold.

so as i write this

you’re somewhere so far away

a place i can only reach

by loving you this way.

Hard times…!

I wish i could cry,i wish i could scream,

And vent and thrash,instead i sit quietly,

While you tell me,I’m selfish and wrong,

I wish you could see,

All the horrid thoughts i have.

I wish you could hear,

All the horrible things i say in my head.

I wish you could hear the lectures

I drill in my own mind.

If you could,you would know,

You don’t need to lecture me

I do enough of that for ten proffessors

And twelve priests.

If you could see and hear,

Maybe you could understand

Why i always look angry or sad.

Its because even on my good days.

I am sad.angry.confused.guilty.

How did this happen to me?

Why do i feel this way?

I wish you could hear.see.feel.

Then,you might actually understand.

Some.a little.someday.


I’m broken

And unspoken.

Want to cry,

Sometimes die.

But then i think

Strong you have to be,

Put a happy face on.

And must go on

Don’t let nobody know.

That your slowly gone.

Is going to be hard

Trust nobody with your heart,

With your feelings,you trust

They will let you down

Just because.


I am strong .

I’ve been through a lot and i’m still standing.

I have self worth.

It took a lot of soul searching to finally see for myself.

I am beautiful.

I don’t need anyone to tell me,i already know my glow.

I am not perfect.

Nobody’s perfect but I’ve seen my good and bad sides.

I am just myself.

I will never be alone,i will always be there for me.

Definition of self-confidence: a feeling of trust in one’s abilities, qualities, and judgement.

In a nutshell, self-esteem is your opinion of yourself and your abilities. It can be high, low or somewhere in-between. While everyone occasionally has doubts about themselves, low self-esteem can leave you feeling insecure and unmotivated. You might be able to identify a few things that are affecting your opinion of yourself (maybe you’re being bullied, or you might be feeling lonely), or it could be a mystery. Either way, there are heaps of things you can do to improve your self-esteem.

Ways to improve your self-esteem and build up your confidence…!

1. Be nice to yourself

That little voice that tells you you’re killin’ it (or not) is way more powerful than you might think. Make an effort to be kind to yourself and, if you do slip up, try to challenge any negative thoughts. A good rule of thumb is to speak to yourself in the same way that you’d speak to your mates. This can be really hard at first, but practise makes perfect. 

2. You do you

Comparing yourself to other people is a sure-fire way to start feeling crummy. Try to focus on your own goals and achievements, rather than measuring them against someone else’s. Nobody needs that kind of pressure!

3. Get movin’

Exercise is a great way to increase motivation, practise setting goals and build confidence. Breaking a sweat also cues the body to release endorphins, the feel-good hormones.

4. Nobody’s perfect

Always strive to be the best version of yourself, but it’s also important to accept that perfection is an unrealistic goal.

5. Remember that everyone makes mistakes

You’ve got to make mistakes in order to learn and grow, so try not to beat yourself up if you forget to hit CTRL+S on a super-important assignment. Everyone’s been there.

6. Focus on what you can change

It’s easy to get hung up on all the things that are out of your control, but it won’t achieve much. Instead, try to focus your energy on identifying the things that are within your control and seeing what you can do about them.

7. Do what makes you happy

If you spend time doing the things you enjoy, you’re more likely to think positively. Try to schedule in a little you-time every day. Whether that’s time spent reading, cooking or just conking out on the couch for a bit, if it makes you happy, make time for it.

8. Celebrate the small stuff

You got up on time this morning. Tick. You poached your eggs to perfection. Winning. Celebrating the small victories is a great way to build confidence and start feeling better about yourself.

9. Be a pal

Being helpful and considerate to other people will certainly boost their mood, but it’ll also make you feel pretty good about yourself

10. Surround yourself with a supportive squad

Find people who make you feel good about yourself and avoid those who tend to trigger your negative thinking.

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Act 3,Scene 2,line 8 to the end of the scene & act 3,scene 4,line 83 to the end of scene.How does Shakespeare use language to convey Macbeth’s emotions and behaviour in these two scenes.

Shakespeare uses language in several ways to show us Macbeth’s emotions and behaviour. In the first scene Macbeth is concerned that although he has killed Duncan,there are those that suspect him and may cause him harm in the future.He uses the metaphor of a ‘scorched’snake that has only been wounded and will fight again another day as a metaphor for his situation.This reference to poisonous or dangerous creatures is repeated later in the scene when Macbeth says ‘o’full of scorpions in my mind,dear wife!’which sounds like the anguished cry of someone who cannot find peace.You can imagine him clutching his head on stage.

Another way Macbeth’s feelings are described is when he talks about sleep.Sleep is mentioned lots of times in the play so it is obviously on Macbeth’s mind,which is not surprising considering he has committed murder.’eat our meal in fear and sleep’which references how much he’s worrying.In this scene he talks about how it is ‘better’ to be with the dead who have been sent ‘to peace’.He mentions that Duncan now ‘sleeps well’ almost as if he envies the people he has murdered.

In the same scene,there are some particularly strong descriptions of night time made by Macbeth.He mentions things to do with the night-the ‘bat’,the ‘shard-borne beetle’ and later the ‘crow’ and the ‘th’rooky wood’.These are all ‘black agents’ of the night and through Macbeth’s mention of them he is kind of associating himself with them.Therefore,although he can’t sleep-he wants night to come because it is when he can commit murder.The scene ends with him hiding information from his wife-he reveals no more that that he is going to do a ‘dead of dreadful note’.This is powerful because we know what Macbeth has planned ,but Lady Macbeth doesn’t ,through the use of dramatic irony.

The second scene is very different because Banquo has been murdered and you think that maybe Macbeth will now be a little more relaxed and feel safe.But when he sees the ghost of Banquo even though he tries to cover up his feelings he cannot.’avaunt and quit my sight!let the earth hide thee!thy bones are marrowless,thy blood is cold’.These descriptions of the @living-but dead’ Banquo really shows how Macbeth is shaking.He cannot believe how real it is.’can such thing be/and overcome us like a summer’s cloud?’

This simile links to other descriptions of day and night,light and darkness that have surfaced in the play.Macbeth then goes on to talk about the supernatural and seems almost to be talking in a witch-like spell-‘blood will have blood.stones have been known to move and trees to speak.’

From this,and all his reference to night and creatures of the night,it seems as if Macbeth is feeling and behaving like a devilish creature himself so that at the end of the scene it is not surprising when he uses the metaphor of being ‘stepped in so far’in blood,like a river crossing,so that he can’t go back.

He ends his last verse speech with a couplet as if he has made up his mind and can’t now change things’strange things i have in head that will to hand/which must be acted ere they may be scanned’.

Eating disorders!

Eating disorders

An eating disorder is when you have an unhealthy attitude to food, which can take over your life and make you ill.

It can involve eating too much or too little, or becoming obsessed with your weight and body shape.

But there are treatments that can help, and you can recover from an eating disorder.

Men and women of any age can get an eating disorder, but they most commonly affect young women aged 13 to 17 years old.


Emotional and behavioral

  • In general, behaviors and attitudes that indicate that weight loss, dieting, and control of food are becoming primary concerns
  • Preoccupation with weight, food, calories, carbohydrates, fat grams, and dieting
  • Refusal to eat certain foods, progressing to restrictions against whole categories of food (e.g., no carbohydrates, etc.)
  • Appears uncomfortable eating around others
  • Food rituals (e.g. eats only a particular food or food group [e.g. condiments], excessive chewing, doesn’t allow foods to touch)
  • Skipping meals or taking small portions of food at regular meals
  • Any new practices with food or fad diets, including cutting out entire food groups (no sugar, no carbs, no dairy, vegetarianism/veganism)
  • Withdrawal from usual friends and activities
  • Frequent dieting
  • Extreme concern with body size and shape 
  • Frequent checking in the mirror for perceived flaws in appearance
  • Extreme mood swings


  • Noticeable fluctuations in weight, both up and down
  • Stomach cramps, other non-specific gastrointestinal complaints (constipation, acid reflux, etc.)
  • Menstrual irregularities — missing periods or only having a period while on hormonal contraceptives (this is not considered a “true” period)
  • Difficulties concentrating
  • Abnormal laboratory findings (anemia, low thyroid and hormone levels, low potassium, low white and red blood cell counts)
  • Dizziness, especially upon standing
  • Fainting/syncope
  • Feeling cold all the time
  • Sleep problems
  • Cuts and calluses across the top of finger joints (a result of inducing vomiting)
  • Dental problems, such as enamel erosion, cavities, and tooth sensitivity
  • Dry skin and hair, and brittle nails
  • Swelling around area of salivary glands
  • Fine hair on body (lanugo)
  • Cavities, or discoloration of teeth, from vomiting
  • Muscle weakness
  • Yellow skin (in context of eating large amounts of carrots)
  • Cold, mottled hands and feet or swelling of feet
  • Poor wound healing
  • Impaired immune functioning


  • Dramatic weight loss
  • Dresses in layers to hide weight loss or stay warm
  • Preoccupation with weight, food, calories, fat grams, and dieting. Makes frequent comments about feeling “fat.’
  • Resists or is unable to maintain a body weight appropriate for their age, height, and build
  • Maintains an excessive, rigid exercise regime – despite weather, fatigue, illness, or injury


  • Evidence of binge eating, including disappearance of large amounts of food in short periods of time or lots of empty wrappers and containers indicating consumption of large amounts of food
  • Evidence of purging behaviors, including frequent trips to the bathroom after meals, signs and/or smells of vomiting, presence of wrappers or packages of laxatives or diuretics
  • Drinks excessive amounts of water or non-caloric beverages, and/or uses excessive amounts of mouthwash, mints, and gum
  • Has calluses on the back of the hands and knuckles from self- induced vomiting
  • Dental problems, such as enamel erosion, cavities, discoloration of teeth from vomiting, and tooth sensitivity 


  • Secret recurring episodes of binge eating (eating in a discrete period of time an amount of food that is much larger than most individuals would eat under similar circumstances); feels lack of control over ability to stop eating
  • Feelings of disgust, depression, or guilt after overeating, and/or feelings of low self-esteem
  • Steals or hoards food in strange places
  • Creates lifestyle schedules or rituals to make time for binge sessions
  • Evidence of binge eating, including the disappearance of large amounts of food in a short time period or a lot of empty wrappers and containers indicating consumption of large amounts of food
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I hope this is useful.Thank you for reading!


Grief can make us seem very selfish

Focusing only on the people we lost

Ignoring our loved ones around us

Not aware of the hurt and loss.

We miss events,parties and get togethers

We stare blank at people when they speak

Life totally feels dark and bleak.

It isn’t that we don’t care

It isn’t that we don’t want to take part

We just need time to adjust and learn

How to live with a broken heart.

Forever sadness…!

Don’t confuse my sadness

For some sort of weakness

I have to be strong to make

Sense of what is senseless

And to fight everyday to carry

The pain of loss which is endless.

The other side of grief…!

There is another side of grief

Where the tears still flow

Not as much.

Where memories bring smiles,

Not just sadness.

Where blessings are recognised,

Not just struggles.

Where you are remembered,

Not just mourned.

I miss you Sienna.

The ache

There’s an ache that’s in my heart,

It echos thunder through my chest,

It makes it hard to breathe,

So i just hold my breath.

The pain is hard to bear,

It hurts all through my body,

The ache is everywhere.

There’s no prescription drug,

That can take away this pain,

No miracle cures or pills,

It’s a hurt that will remain.

My heart goes out to you,

I know the pain your feeling,

Everyday i feel it too.

Life is now a struggle,

Just to get up everyday,

The ache that’s in my heart,

Will never go away.

I want you home…!

Oh Sienna,i want you home

I need you here now

I can’t bear living without you

Send me a sigh some how

What ever am i going to do

I need to know you’re okay

Please,where are you?

I miss you every day

I want to hold you

I need you by my side

I can’t accept it,Sister

Can’t accept you have died

I need to hear your voice

Just one more time

Just one more cuddle

To heal this heart of mine

Please show me a sign

If you can for me

I am forever missing you

And will for eternity.

Gifts for Earth’s atmosphere.

By sea,by land,by air

they come bearing gifts

to Earth’s atmosphere.

Nitrogen and Oxygen

were most generous

with their own gases.

And Argon and Carbon dioxide

also took pride

in giving themselves.

And water brought vapour

and crystals of ice,

and the ocean thought

a bouquet of salt

would be nice,

And the flowers

not to be outdone,

presented their pollen

in wind wrapped particles.

And from every direction,

earth’s atmosphere

received a shower of gifts-

including a sad windfall

of ashes and soot,

and gases that pollute.


Call me x-ray.

X-ray will do.

i can see through you.

whether you skin

be black,white,

yellow or blue.

An inside view

is what i get.

That’s a fact mate.

I offer you

your skeleton

on a photographic plate.

One family

if i am made

of atoms and molecules,

and you are

made of atoms and molecules,

and all the

world is made

of atoms and molecules,

does this mean

the human race

belongs to one

family of atoms and molecules?

then why aren’t

we as together as

tadpoles in a pool?

they never teach

you this in

science at school.


when sunlight dances

on the tips

of leaves

and plants for joy

open their lips

to drink it in

and the breeze

makes a violin

of every tree

and even weeds

one by one

cry out for a kiss

of light and carbon dioxide

a sheer spree of green

is that all they mean?


How many seconds in a minute?

Sixty,and no more in it.

How many minutes in a hour?

Sixty,for sun and shower.

How many hours in a day?

Twenty-four,for work and play.

How many days in a week?

Seven,both to hear and speak.

How many weeks in a month?

Four,as the swift moon runn’th.

How many months in a year?

Twelve,the almanac makes it clear.

How many years in an age?

One hundred,says the sage.

How many ages in a time?

No none knows the rhyme.

Harry potter quotes!

“We’ve all got both light and dark inside of us.What matters is the part we choose to act on,that’s who we really are.-Sirius Black”

Albus Dumbledore- “It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.” “It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends.” “You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!” “It is a curious thing, Harry, but perhaps those who are best suited to power are those who have never sought it.”

” But you know, happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. “

” Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect. -Luna Lovegood”

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” Every human life is worth the same, and worth saving”

” Dark and difficult times lie ahead. Soon we must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy. “

” Harry, suffering like this proves you are still a man! This pain is part of being human … the fact that you can feel pain like this is your greatest strength. “

” We are only as strong as we are united, as weak as we are divided. “

” Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery. “

” The ones that love us never really leave us. You can always find them, in here. -Neville Longbottom”

“If you want to know what a man’s like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.-Sirius Black”

“The thing about growing up with Fred and George,” said Ginny thoughtfully, “is that you sort of start thinking anything’s possible if you’ve got enough nerve.-Ginny Weasley”

“After all this time?” “Always,” said Snape.-Professor Snape”

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“Yer a wizard Harry.- Hagrid”

“Fear of a name only increases fear of the thing itself.- Hermione Granger”

“Dobby is free.-Dobby”

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“I solemnly swear I am up to no good.- Harry Potter”

“Honestly, am I the only person who’s ever bother to read Hogwarts: A History?-Hermione Granter, “

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“I am what I am, an’ I’m not ashamed. ‘Never be ashamed,’ my ol’ dad used ter say, ‘there’s some who’ll hold it against you, but they’re not worth botherin’ with’.- Hagrid, “

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When your beautiful

Heart stopped beating,

My heart just

Broke in two,

Knowing that

Here on Earth

There will never

Be another like you.

Will a grieving heart ever heal….?

When will the tears stop falling?

When will the emptiness stop echoing?

When will the sorrow cease?

I cannot answer that

But i know that i will always carry the memories

of you with me.

I am sending a dove

To heaven,

With a parcel on

Its wings.

Be careful when

You open it,

It’s full of

Beautiful things.

Inside are a

Million kisses,

Wrapped up in a

Million hugs.

To say how much

I miss you,

And to send you

All my love.

I hold you close

Within my heart

And there you

Will remain.

To walk with me

Throughout my


We meet again.

Into the deep….

Grief feels like an ocean

Vast and wide and deep

It ebbs and flows throughout the day

The rocks me off to sleep.

On some days it will rage within

Creating waves so high

That i can only hold on tight

And struggle not to cry.

On other days sweet memories

Will calm the waves i ride

Then once again grief’s ocean swells

And from it i can’t hide.

I know i must stay afloat

Until my time is through

And ride these waves to Heaven’s shore

Where i’ll be met by you.

I’m sorry…

I’m sorry i always get on your nerves….

I’m sorry i had to live in this world…

And cause you so much upset…

I’m sorry i am leaving you….

But it is not because i hate you…

But because i need happiness…

I’m sorry i always seem to let you down…

I’m sorry i always seem to make you angry…

And shout…

I don’t mean it…

I’m hurting inside….

I’m struggling…

Except no one sees to listen…

Or understand how i feel….

I’m sorry i’m always an emotional mess…

And i’m sorry i always argue with my siblings…

I’m sorry….

But…you won’t have to put up with me for long….

I’m leaving….and you’ll be free from the upset and

Constant worry i bring everyone…


After school club!


Brody was an young girl who was very adventurous.She sat every lesson of the week in boredom until…Mrs.McCormack gave an very interesting,amazing announcement,”The school will be starting after school club for people in year 1,3,5 and 6 and anyone who struggles in lesson.Everyone started cheering with excitement and joy.Ring…Ring.The bells were going to say it’s time for home.What did Brody feel about this?Brody in her house,sitting alone in the room,she thought,’what will i do there,will i get chosen?’Her random thoughts left in her head as she drifted of to sleep.Will Brody attend the After school Club?


Alex can be good but is normally very bad.Sitting in lesson with her best friend for the new ‘After School Club’,she was very happy at the unite.she didn’t want Jolene to come though so she decided to make ideas with her friends to sort things out for when she comes.Why?Not me nor you will know!


Jolene nervously walking into the room with Mrs.McCormack,she went and sat in the drawing room to be with her cousin,Brody,as she didn’t have anyone else kind-hearted or friendly to her.She made friends with Alex…But not for long as Alex had an dislike for Jolene and made poor Jolene cry.Jolene called her granddad and he took her home,she said she didn’t want to return because of this.What will happen next?Will she return?

Hurt no living thing!

Hurt no living thing,

Ladybird,nor butterfly,

Nor moth with dusty wing,

Nor cricket chirping,Nor ancient fly,

Nor grasshopper so light of leap,

Nor dimming gnat,nor beatle fat,

Nor harmless worms that creep,

Nor helpless human in peace.