I wish i could cry,i wish i could scream,

And vent and thrash,instead i sit quietly,

While you tell me,I’m selfish and wrong,

I wish you could see,

All the horrid thoughts i have.

I wish you could hear,

All the horrible things i say in my head.

I wish you could hear the lectures

I drill in my own mind.

If you could,you would know,

You don’t need to lecture me

I do enough of that for ten proffessors

And twelve priests.

If you could see and hear,

Maybe you could understand

Why i always look angry or sad.

Its because even on my good days.

I am sad.angry.confused.guilty.

How did this happen to me?

Why do i feel this way?

I wish you could hear.see.feel.

Then,you might actually understand.

Some.a little.someday.

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