“Dear me,
I am sorry,
I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others when your own hands were shaking.I’m sorry that i didn’t give you enough time to heal,that i let you seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own were still bleeding.I’m sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you.I’m sorry that you gave all your time and effort to people who didn’t give the same back.I’m sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why.And i’m so sorry that i did not love you,like you deserved to be loved.”
Letter to myself.