abandonment

i come running

at your smallest call

but if i need you

you didn’t come at all

i forfeit sleep to

make sure you’re okay

but you won’t make time

for me any day

we talk when you want

then i’m ignored

i’m left wondering

if you just got bored

you push me away

knowing i’ll reappear

but one of these days

i won’t be here…

Music can heal…

I listen to a song called Two of Us by Louis Tomlinson when i miss my sister.

[Verse 1]
It’s been a minute since I called you
Just to hear the answerphone
Yeah, I know that you won’t get this
But I’ll leave a message so I’m not alone
This morning I woke up still dreaming
With memories playing through my head
You’ll never know how much I miss you
The day that they took you, I wish it was me instead

[Pre-Chorus]
But you once told me, “Don’t give up
You can do it day by day”

And diamonds, they don’t turn to dust or fade away

[Chorus]
So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

[Verse 2]
I could feel your blood run through me
You’re written in my DNA
Looking back in every mirror
I know you’ll be waiting, I’ll see you again

[Pre-Chorus]
But you once told me, “Don’t give up
You can do it day by day”

And diamonds, they don’t turn to dust or fade away (Fade away)

[Chorus]
So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

[Bridge]
I promised you I’d do this
So all of this is all for you

Oh, I swear to God you’re living
Through everything I’ll ever do

[Chorus]
So I will keep you, day and night, here until the day I die
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
I will be the best of me, always keep you next to me
I’ll be living one life for the two of us
Even when I’m on my own, I know I won’t be alone
Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song
I know you’ll be looking down, swear I’m gonna make you proud
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

[Post-Chorus]
One life for the two of us
I’ll be living one life for the two of us

[Outro]
We’ll end just like we started
Just you and me and no one else
I will hold you where my heart is
One life for the two of us