Acceptance is the hardest part of recovery process of trauma.abuse is never the victims fault.your not alone either ,there are many people including myself who have gone through trauma from childhood abuse.remember it takes time and every one recovers at different stages but there are people out there who care.many people build up emotional barriers and gain trust issue s and it is common that they will blame themselves for what happened. it’s no your fault it’s the abusers fault.I fought years of being too scared to tell anyone but when I finally told someone even though it was difficult and scary it was a lot of weight of my shoulders and chest and I finally started to get the support.please though if you or anyone you know is being abused please tell someone like the police ,you deserve to be supported.😭thank you😭😭💔
Don’t judge me if you don’t understand, Don’t play with my feelings, You know I’m easily emotional and weak, Don’t come and go- my mental health isn’t a reason to leave
I thought you would stay, you promised you’d never Leave my side, But now you’ve gone away, And I’m left in the darkness Of my thoughts, To cry alone,
I thought you understood clearly you are deceiving, You make me feel so special Then make me vulnerable as You shout in my face ,
I wiped your tears when You cried, I gave you my love When you were alone I did everything But you still left…
I came running At your smallest calls But if I need you You don’t come at all I forfeit sleep To make sure you’re okay But you won’t make Time for me any day We talk when you want Then I’m ignored I’m left wondering If you just got bored You push me away Knowing I’ll reappear But one of these days I just won’t be here
nana,i know you wont get this but i want you to know that i love you,and i miss you so much.ive always been a nannys girl so the fact i cant contact you breaks my heart.i miss the times you’d sit by my bed,holding me close until i fell asleep,i miss our midnight feasts we had together,i miss the shopping trips we had,i just miss everything about you,from your warm heart,comforting hugs to your beautiful smile,nana i miss you.